2025-11 | Language has betrayed us
Some months are better than others as far as recreational thinking goes,
which is to say, short and delayed notes this month.
The
Global Carbon Budget
for 2025 came out. The GCB is an
international effort to track how the world’s carbon stocks are changing —
how much carbon we emit, how much gets taken up by land and oceans, etc.
(I do a small part on it — I calculate our team’s estimate of the ocean
carbon sink. This year one big punchline is that, dispiritingly, carbon
emissions have not peaked and continue to increase.) I find these big
collaborative science projects quite sense-making: take a big, difficult
problem (“how much carbon is there in the world, where, and how is it
changing”) and triangulate the answer carefully/collectively. It’s a
concerted effort to see how things are. In the face of any number of
competing narratives, some of which defy gravity, this is actually very
bracing: we all have our own feelings, but we share one physical reality.
Maybe the most powerful response to intentional and unintentional overwhelm
is to be very deliberate about what we pay attention to.
I built a
tiny diary-log
for remembering things I read/listen to. In python, in the command
line, in Czech and English. (Maybe best for people who find the command line comforting,
but I’m starting to know a lot of people like that.)
A saying from Britain that I hadn’t heard before, from one of those
live-until-95-Guardian-readers: “Do it. Do it right. Do it right now.”
A helpful compass, maybe, with the caveat that some days aren’t like that.
(Another one in this vein is “Never complain, never explain.”
I’m not much like this, I probably complain more than I should and explain
far more than I owe. Someone else once said “Don’t complain unless it’s funny”,
which I can more get behind.)
It is sideways rain month, and I have bought a month of a relatively expensive
sauna membership and intend to go so often that it becomes cheap. The sensation
of wooden heat is great, of course, as are the sensations of very cold water,
herbal tea, and fire, but I think I go mostly to have a space and time in which
to do absolutely nothing. (I’m also intermittently reading Jenny Odell’s
How to do nothing, which is very nice — not a self-help book but a gentle,
steadying consideration of how to stay in the world without being caught
up in “the algorithm” (shorthand)). Other possible Nordic winter modalities
include kalsarikännit (Finnish for getting drunk in one’s underwear, which
I’m not doing but which I enjoy as a word and as a concept; I did probably
drink too much of the wine meant for the stew the other night), or the
Norwegian response to how are you: up and not crying.
Sam Kriss, again, sorry —
What's the point of words?
For a reminder that you cannot, in fact, exhaustively explain the world through
language (thank G-d). Semi-annoyingly, among the best things I’ve read in a while.
So: language has betrayed us. Now what? What can language do, besides
simulate reality? There are the various perlocutionary acts, persuading,
forbidding, seducing, offending, and so on. Language mediates social games and
forms the structure of subjectivity. It throws up its own internal problems
that can be solved or expanded for fun and profit. It has a shibboleth function,
which allows you to distinguish between friend and enemy based on whether they
use words like hegemony or not. Some of these intersubjective functions are
not always particularly positive, and definitely not useful to philosophy.
But others are. We can still use language to access objective reality, as
long as we’re prepared to let it take a more active role than straightforward
description. Language, and especially philosophical language, changes how
the world discloses itself to us.
Hezký rozhlasový pořad o ptactvu
The child has been keeping entertained by jumping/crawling/etc around to
Shostakovich's waltzes, which is very funny.
(Someone told me that everyone tells you children are wonderful, etc, but no one tells you that they're funny,
which is a good point. Unrelatedly, a nice thing on the internet is reading the comments under
music: I just completed ear surgery and gained my hearing back…
This music was worth it.)
J lent me Arts of the Eskimo, which is striking and
somehow rhymes with the current season. Here's a print called Woman With Monster:
Be your own Woman With Monster, really.